As Far As I Can Tell...

It seems to me that I didn't get my Christmas miracle.

When I was younger, I used to read a series called "The Red Glove Series" almost every year around this time.
In each book, there was a character who prayed for a Christmas miracle (or something like that), and each received one in a different way.

I prayed for a miracle this Christmas... and, to me, it seems that nothing has happened. I've been going over all the potential situations that could have been considered miracles, but none of them seem profound enough to be labeled as such...

Maybe I'm not digging deep enough? Maybe I'm over-analyzing? Maybe somebody's life was affected by me and I will only find out about it later on? I just don't understand what I did wrong!
I don't know about you, but I find this whole situation frustrating and slightly disappointing.

But, this was a huge thing for me. And when something means a lot to me, and I don't see results, I'm not happy. Not happy at all...as selfish as that sounds.

If you have any idea what my Christmas miracle could have been, or might be, please give me a shout!
At this point, I am desperate.

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